It's been a while (again). So, anyway...
Four years ago, I seemed to like this person. And he's not that average person. He's way beyond normal. He's my greatest rival. I do this well, he does it better. I obtain something good, he does too. But not only better. The BEST. However, he's a nice guy... A thoughtful one, I suppose. And he doesn't know that I know that he liked me.
That was four years ago.
Now, I kind of feel that I'm feeling the same feeling as before (overuse of "feel", haha). Especially since he's been acting nice again. Maybe he's supposed to be nice because of our jobs. Or maybe it's just because of his nature. Meh, I don't really know. I shouldn't feel this. I cannot feel this. Because I think he likes someone else. And that someone else is someone that I don't feel... err.
Also, I've been suffering from a recent "heartbreak", and I'm trying to recuperate. I just cannot go to school one day and convince myself that he is "the one". I don't even want him to be "the one"!
I'm so confused.
VERY confused.
O_o
